I have dreamt of a word that does not exist,
like heimdimension
a word that is a patchwork of different languages, different feelings, and the lack of clarity of mind. Still, I forgot, and I wish I hadn’t.
The word starts with “f”, there’s a “b” somewhere along the way, and it probably ends with “n”. But as I write these things I know I’m wrong, and don’t know how to be right.
Maybe it was flamboyant, which is a word I really like, but it’s also too French to be anything else.